Hey, I hope this is the correct forum for this.
I haven't played baseball in any kind of league since I was young. I was homeschooled so I didn't have the opportunity to play in High School. I'm 19 now and not in good shape at all, which is why I feel like an idiot trying to get some guidance on this. But I love baseball, I live and die for it and it's the most important thing to me.
I've done the relatively meaningless things to try and at least play baseball. I go to batting cages and play games with friends and stuff. I know that I can play the game, I just need to get back into it somehow. I'm a catcher and have always kept up my gear and upgraded. I just haven't had the opportunity to play.
Now I am in college and I want more than anything else to try out for the baseball team. I'm extremely motivated and driven to do whatever I can to play this game. I just don't know where to go, where to start.
If there's anyone here who can point me in a direction as to where to start; books, websites, anything... I would be hugely in debted. I know this is almost impossible, given I haven't played in any competitive league in quite a long time. But I'm committed to making it work somehow, in any way.