Usually in the time leading up to the baseball season I am getting really excited and can barely wait for the season to start. This year things are different. I just don’t really feel like playing right now. Maybe its just a temporary thing but i dont know. It started last year on my HS team. I just wasn’t having any fun. I sat the bench a lot and got to pitch a grand total of 1.2 innings. I still love pitching, but now that I am trying out for varsity I don’t think I will get a chance to. I really dislike playing the field and sort of like hitting. Last summer I played on a rec team and had a great time (I pitched every other game).
I guess my point it that if I’m not pitching then i don’t like playing baseball, and now if I am on Varsity I will probablly not ever pitch.
What do you all think I should do. I’ve even been thinking about just doing track this year, but this would probablly wreck any future in baseball I may have had.