The last couple times Ive pitched have been horrible. Homerun after homerun walk after walk or I’m hitting the guys or something bad is happening. I know i don’t compare to other guys on my team who are low to mid 80’s with decent control because I’m mid 60’s mid 70’s with control sometimes. My mechanics are never consistent. They change all the time. When I pitch my arm slot isn’t the same as when I just play catch and I don;t have any clue why. Like i just don’t know what to do. Like the way I’ve been pithing I just really want to give up. I mean I know i can be good but it just hasn’t happened. It feels like I haven’t thrown a good game in so long .
Plus, honestly, for me being 6’1" 180 lbs, and being 17 throwing that slow is just sad. But the worst part is I don’t know how to fix it…I have like absolutely 0% confidence right now in myself and I just don’t know what to do.
Matter of fact today I just gave up a 3 run bomb and 5 runs total in a 1/3 of an inning and the team had to tie the game because of that. Not to mentions because of my throwing mechanics changing from just playing catch to my pitching I pulled a muscle in my shoulder. I’m going crazy and I’m miserable.