Well one of the history teachers in my school played D1 baseball as a catcher. He took one in the jaw too, he has a scar too but my friend was telling me about it but the guy was like yeah you think your the s*** until something happens and he was implieng the ball he took to the face but he was also saying it was more of a wakeup call and your going to get knocked down but you have to shake it off and get right back up.
You are probably in one of the hardest situations, a mental dilema. Its also a reason why the Mental part of pitching section of the forum isn’t as large as the rest. There is a lot to the mental game but some stuff thats not understood. Sometimes you can’t solve it by doing (x) this or that.
Maybe there is something you can do but maybe you can try and use it as a rebound to really start doing good. Thinking about geting knocked down but your getting right back up and it isn’t phasing you.