I’m gong to address your situation in a manner that it deserves. I’m giving you the benefit of being mature enough, with the common sense that comes with asking this question to begin with - so take it from there.
Shut down with this baseball thing, find something else to occupy your time, look out for number one, and that’s that. If you continue down this path that you have, regardless of who says what and why, it’s you who will be paying the price of your lack of health, it’s you who will have pain during your life, and you who will be pushed and pulled in directions that you won’t want to go.
So, be your own best friend, ditch this baseball thing and enjoy a better life without pain or pressure.
If your parents have a problem with this… advise them to PM me here. I’ll give them my e-mail address and we’ll go from there.