Long story short, when I got out of high school, my only real option because of money and the area was community college. My community college does not have a baseball club, team, ect.
But, I just can't stand it any longer. I've got to get back on the field and play in an organized league. And not some beer league.
I've been getting back into condition since spring, strengthening my core, legs, and especially my shoulder/rotator cuff since it's been without work for so long.
But the thing is, I know my mechanics are shot to crap by now and I've lost a lot of that mound presence/poise and reflexes. Yeah, I still know how to play and how to think. But I can feel I'm not where I want to be, even being in good health and conditioning. I need to play and pitch against batters again.
So, what do you all suggest? I mean, I'm so worried that I'm pretty well boned on this Now that I'm 22, the only thing I can think of is a couple local summer collegiate leagues/teams that field college players right out of their spring season. I haven't been able to play hard in a couple years.
I would greatly appreciate any advise or suggestions. I'm all ears and I do not want to give up.
(by the way, I didn't know if I should put it here or in the college section...so I just went with general)